I try so hard ...

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... not to have an opinion. I want to keep my feed updates as unbiased as possible. I try so hard not to feel too strongly in one direction. I REALLY do try to behave myself and just report what I see. But .. I am frustrated with Eric right now, lol. The rollercoaster ride he is putting us through is nuts ! I guess in general it can be frustrating with how things change in the house so quickly without reason or warning. Things just ... change. It's part of the game. It's a huge part of the game. But darnit for once just let things go my way. I want Dick to stay and Dustin to go !

I am glad however Dick decided the defeat thing wasn't working and starting going for it. I was so happy when he started actually trying to stay in the house. And I am more than impressed with his current attitude and manners. Unfortunately it might be too little, too late.

I don't know what the house would be like without him. I can't even begin to think about the power people of the house and where things will go. I feel for Dani I guess because she has no one if he leaves and she already lost Nick.

Sigh ... it's just a game, it's just a show ... but I think what makes this so compelling is that these are real people in a real situation. Their emotions are real and sometimes it's hard not to feel with them.